S/U Option? Graduating Year? Convocation…2010??? WHAT THE HELL!!!!

Oh my god… Seriously shit scared abt getting a U for Biz Finance. Took it cuz I wanted to expand my knowledge and be more all-rounder you know, and seems like I’m gg to U it cuz I am not quite the all rounder I cut myself out to be.

It would certainly be ridiculous if I graduate with higher class honors than my peers and they graduate earlier than me… JUST BECAUSE I U BIZ FINANCE IN MY FINAL SEMESTER.

SERIOUSLY JASMINE, WHY SO GE KIANG?

Argh. Biz Finance seriously injured my ego. Im like always wondering what’s going and and when I studied for the exam, I thought that alot of things became clear to me. UNTIL… I took the exam. That is when I realized, OH CRAP, maybe Im still a noob afterall.

I wouldnt mind getting a U for Biz Finance if it wasn’t my FINAL SEMESTER. Big deal, take again, doesn’t affect my GPA anyways. BUT BUT BUT if I get the dreaded U, OH SHIT man… I CANT GRADUATE. I CANT GO FOR CONVOCATION WITH MY FRIENDS. I GOT TO STUDY IN UNIVERSITY FOR ONE MORE SEMESTER LIKE A RETARD. I WILL BE A CONFIRMED LIABILITY IN THIS TERRIBLE ECONOMIC TIME.

And truth be told, it INJURES my EGO quite abit. How about like MAJORLY? Seriously right now, I am so scared I can’t concentrate on studying for my next paper. Which is one day away.

Oh my god. Please let me S Biz Finance and find a job in peace. Baldy if you’re there, pls watch over me! I know I always look to you when I feel like I’m in shit like this, but well… you won’t mind right?

The only silver lining in this dark grey gathering storm is that one of my conference papers that I submitted to AMIC got through, and we (Joanne and I) are going to India to present our paper. This makes me feel a little cleverer after the battering I suffered from Biz Finance. You know, at least I am not entirely dumb. There is some salvage value to me *argh Biz Finance term. What the hell right? I did study, I am just retarded in that!!!*

I have newfound respect for what Boo studies.

Jasmine

~ by jasmine on April 21, 2009.

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